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Friday, June 27, 2008

 

I've been so lazy as of late it's not even funny. As of late? Understatement of the year.
I'm awesome at starting blogs it seems, but I suck at writing in them. I thought I'd write in this one though, because this is something that resonates with me.

Since this is my first really serious post I thought I'd give this blog a purpose other than its title.
I was awakened to the cosmic senses, the ether, spirit world, the other side, whatever you want to call it. I'm sure I'm naming a lot of different things now, but since my span of referenses is small (but growing!), that's what I'll call it for now.
I intend to write my own personal opinions, conclusions I've read from various discussions, aswell as the usual videos and articles from the internet.
As these are my opinions flavored by my perception of this "reality," a lot of what I say may sound like utter crap. So be it. We're all developing on all levels continually, and that includes me.
Basically, this is my story of what I perceive, and my experiences in this physical state.

So, to tell you a little about me. I'm originally Swedish, but since I was 19 I've lived in Norway.
I moved there with one of my best friends, looking for work. I was tired of school, my parents, sweden, society, me.. Just about everything basically. I needed a break, and I got one.
Moving to Norway is the best thing I've ever done for myself to date. People accepted me for who I was, and that boosted my confidence.
There's really a lot of history that should be told here, but I don't have all day, so I'll have to get back to that some other time.
Jumping to january 2008. I was at a good friends' house one evening. We were having a few beers, just having a good time talking about "old" times. I was at his place, but he had a stop to make later so we went there together as we both knew the person he was going to meet.
A colleague since a few years back. We hadn't spoken in a year or so, so the natural question arose.
"What are you working with now?" She said she was a healer, so naturally I put her to the test. :p
She put her hands on my head.. At first I didn't feel anything, so I asked "are you going to control me now?" She immediately replied "No, this time you're going to control me."
This startled me, and I thought "How am I supposed to do that?" so I relaxed, and just let myself feel everything.
Almost right away my hands and feet started bubbling underneath, and my head felt warm. After sitting like that for a minute or two she put her hands on my shoulders, along each side of the spine, and the bubbling sensation was even more intense.

Then she removed her hands from my shoulders..

At that same instant, I lost eyesight for a couple of seconds, I gasped for air like I hadn't breathed for 15 minutes, and I felt this ... ball.. of something go out my spine. I felt it pass through this "membrane" around me, and then I felt like a pop. A bubble burst.

The following weeks I started feeling really weird. Suddenly my hands and feet would start "bubbling" all of a sudden. I'd start sweating for no particular reason.
I was filled with static electricity, much to the dismay of my friends. :p
So anyway, I gave my healing friend a call and told her I'd been feeling very weird. She asked "Do you have ADHD?" I said yeah, and she said "I think you have the gift too."
And that's how it all began. Now I have probably around 500 hours of reading/listening/watching documentaries regarding everything from Pyramids to NWO conspiracies. :p

So that's my introduction to the cosmos. The most powerful spiritual experience I've had so far.

The rest of my story will follow in later posts. If anyone is reading this, feel free to comment. :)

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Martin my friend, that actually sounds pretty weird, but you feel like a better person after this healing thing? I hope you have it awsome in Norway by the way, long time since i visited you!

Keff said...

Yeah I know. I didn't use to be like this, you know. I see how weird it must look to the rest of the world. :p
It's like.. When you think about something, you can figure out the answer, but if you don't follow through that's your choice. When you heal, you get these revelations.. Almost like epiphanies.
It doesn't just highlight the solution for your mind to see, it changes your entire attitude.
Long time since we've seen eachother. I hope life is treating you well! :)